whats the meaning of the word sanity. The free dictionary defines it as good sense or soundness of judgment. Sometimes i ask myself am i really sane because by that definition i have completely lost my mind. In my life I've made hundreds of bad decisions but the one that sticks out most is to still be in love with someone who doesnt love me back. How do we know when its time to move on. Is it when the person who once pledged their undying love for u now says 'i care for u alot' instead of 'I love you' or is it when they lay in bed next to you and the wind between you both is so cold from the distance and reminding you so much of your present life. can it be when u cry yourself to sleep every night in the bathroom because the sound of your wails wont echo throughout the walls or is it when u turn to sex for small pieces of comfort. What ever be the obvious signs your heart still tells you "stay and work through it, dont worry if I'm broken and cant be fixed" yet your mind is saying run for the hills and never look back. All I know is that I'm too tired to do the latter and have no more tears to do the first. What will my next move be........HEAD OR HEART? Will sanity prevail and will i make the right choice or will i continue down this path of heartache and misery.




Opposite Minded